Yet again, I am amazed by the way things change.
Just how quickly we can believe and un-believe and let our minds run away and come back.
I guess I am thankful for it all. I'm not guessing; I am thankful.
I'm thankful for the way we can can forgive. The way we can understand things that should probably never be understood. That we can fathom the unfathomable.
I mean just look at that picture. Really look at it.
Dad has been gone for 3 months. Today I was talking to my mom and we both agree - time seems to both have absolutely flown by and stood still.
It seems like my whole life has been lived without my dad and that I talked to him yesterday.
It's the contradiction that I love so much. We neither need to choose nor live in apathy.
Dad, I love you so much. And I wish you could see my new nose ring and how burnt I got tanning the other day. You would think it ridiculous, but never say it out loud. I wish you could wake Lindsay up tomorrow morning and kiss her.
God spoke and this is my life now. And it's a beautiful, scary thing.
I have been so blessed.